Despite all the stress I’m going through right now with 6000 more words to write in 2-3 days
Despite the fact that I ate really bad frozen pasta, a green apple, mac&cheese and eggs, chips and a container of avocado dip and too much ice-cream
Despite my extravagant online expenditure of $350 on dresses playsuits and A FREAKING BIKINI WHEN IT’S APPROACHING WINTER
Despite the fear of going out because of my self-imposed guilt
I’m actually happy. Because I don’t have to think about the emotional pain I was going through, what the future holds, where I stand, what to do. And I really wish I never have to.